And inside your arms I'm burning
Friday, May 8, 2009
3:30 PM
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Sometimes i wonder whats going on in peoples heads. I mean, its been said that everybody wants to be loved. I know thats what i want. Maybe not even that much; Even just someone that wants to be around me and spend time with me. Do other people not want the same thing? I dont know. Sometimes i think that maybe i was meant to be alone. A friend once told me that the relationships and connections that you make with people are the most important things in life, and ive come to believe that truly. I also believe that everything happens for a reason, and because of that i cant help but question some aspects of my life. It seems like everything good that comes to me, in the end just doesnt live up to what i wish for, or it simply crashes and burns before my eyes. I'm not sure that im a really firm believer in 'fate' or 'destiny', and i know that i see things a lot differently than most people, but sometimes im sure that out of all the people in the world, there has to be someone that understands me. I learned a lot at a young age; things that even some adults havent grasped. Like the fact that people dont change. I'm an artist, ive been an artist for as long as i can remember, and i think that it correlates with the way that i perceive life. When i paint something, i look at the smallest details, and take into consideration every color and shade present in the subject. I've realized that i do the same things with life and people. I analyze everything about a person, every detail of their face and their personality quirks. And, from observing them, i find that i can understand who they are. maybe thats why people feel that they can open up to me, because im always listening. At the end of the day, I feel accomplished in my art when i know ive created something beautiful. Just as i feel the best when im sure that someone knows that i understand them, and im there for them. I guess because thats all i really want for myself as well.
Well, im not really sure where im going with this; Just a little insight into my mind i suppose.
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